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This Fraud Must Stop

Posted in Struggles on December 20, 2016 by nailedflesh

I attended & worked for White Dove Fellowship and the Melle’s,these are two of the greatest false teachers,thieves and frauds ever to Infect hurting people all across the South. The evidence of sexual perversion and financial mismanagement are unbelievable. A final thought, nepotism is rampant in this so-called christian establishment,just seek out some of the past staff who were instrumental in the foundation of this cultic organization, then again you’d probably not get a straight answer to questions because of the intimidation level that exist from the Milles. But,those are the cowards that their wives are the head of households. Absolutely nothing is in Biblical Order concerning this scam! Robert K Martin

[Admin note: Misuse of money destroys the witness of many about the greatness of GOD. Spending ministry money (no matter the source) for benefit of individuals and “walking the thin line” of the IRS regulations is not the testimony we need in these days. How could you call these people ‘spiritual leaders’? Not upset about money but about testimony. Bold and tears by admin.]

Lee Zurik Investigation: Could ministries face IRS issues?
FoxTV8/ Email: Last Update: 5/21 7:56 am

It’s hard to miss one of St. Charles Parish’s largest home construction projects ever. It’s a mansion being built by Jesse Duplantis Ministries. When done, it’s expected to be the home of the head of that ministry, Jesse Duplantis.

Parish records show covered area in the home approaches 35,000 square feet. About 22,000 of living space and another 13,000 in accessory space like the garage.

The five bedroom, more…

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Hillary Your A Grand “Old Hag”

Posted in Struggles on October 5, 2016 by nailedflesh

Your a grand “Old Hag”, your a low life Hag, forever in jail may you stay. Your a cancer on the land I love, The home of the free and the Brave. Every Conservative heart beat true beneath The Red,White and Blue, where there’s never a boast or a brag. And should your Crimes be Forgotten,Keep your eye on The Grand Old Hag!!!

I am American!

Posted in Struggles on July 19, 2016 by nailedflesh

Faith & Love for Almighty G-D the Creator of All. Intense Convictions,Changeless Tenacity,Wonderful Bourbon Memories,The Vengence of The American Indian & The Tenderness of Heart because of The Love of A Beautiful Woman. I Am AMERICAN!!!

Posted in Struggles on October 1, 2015 by nailedflesh

Walking in these shoes

Anger & Rage “The Beast Within”

Posted in Struggles on May 24, 2014 by nailedflesh

Most people live their lives without the experience of an ever present anger and rage and then there are people like me who seem to experience anger and rage on a regular almost constant basis. At times it seems to be uncontrollable and there is never a
good time for these eruptions it is with me everywhere I go & infects everything that I do. It seems that anger has me by the throat and it is relentless truth be told anger does not have a hold on me it is me that has a hold on anger because of the jackpot payoffs that it provides. First anger is a great cover or substitute for any and all emotions like fear,guilt,frustration and hopelessness it has the capacity the capability of birthing severe extreme discomfort and pain. Number two by using anger I try to block out reality and my circumstances I may unleash my anger towards others who have absolutely nothing to do with my source of hostility. Thirdly anger permits me to experience a much desired sense of control.(when I need to give all control over to The Lord who has the Grace,Power & Compassion to change this angry into a soft,broken & loving heart)

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The Bad News Just Keeps A Coming!

Posted in Struggles, Uncategorized on June 24, 2013 by nailedflesh

I  almost don’t know where to start but my heart just get heavier with each passing day.Is this my harvest for sowing so many “Bad Seeds”? I guess I’m a bit foolish to that four years of turn around is not enough to out produce thirty-five plus years of addiction & sin.No matter how much I pray for crop failure my harvest just keep on coming,their not as large as they once were but they are still a hard row to hoe.I have no problem with the two cancers in my bladder & kidney,it just really sucks when the Veterans Administation does not tell you about the tumors for over a year.I’m sure these cancers have a lot to do with my foolish lifestyle of heroin addiction as well as my addiction to sin.I can accept these things,they are mine to stand accountable for and rightly so.I can handle judgement & consequences no problem.My biggest concern is leaving my bride of over thirty-three years all alone.We had to break ties with our families to begin anew and start living a proper,acceptable lifestyle.Just pryor to the cancer news last week,i also found out that my daughter allowed her illegal immigrant husband to molest our ten year old grand-daughter.I could not believe that she would allow something like this to take place,she now treats this baby as it is all her fault,wher the hell is this coming from,well I guess I just answered that question.As I roll this situation over & over in my mind & spirit I can not come up with any kind of understanding until just mouments ago.I heard talk many years back from another family member about the molestation of one of my brothers little girls,I just chalked it up as angry lies,but I have now found out just how wrong I was.You must understand I loved & honored this man,he had my utmost respect and it rips my heart out to now know that my father had molested several children in our family including my daughter.Is this the cause of all her hatered,is this the reason she allowed this to happen under her own roof,is this why she hates me today?If only I had known,my father would have never died from a stroke,I would have killed him without blinking an eye,mom would have followed because she protected him for way too many years.It bothers me that my sister & I have been divided because of these two fouled up parents.I can only pray that one day my sister can know this truth so that her family may survive this perverted ordeal.I’ve forgiven my parents & asked God to do the same,but forgiving myself for not being more attentive,more aware of what was going on around me and because of my heroin addiction which kept my judgement clouded.This truely is a pain worse then any cancer could ever produce,for this is a pain that infects my heart,my entire being.Only Father God will be able to heal this cancer of my soul.